2020 Annual Review

2020 Annual Review

Reflect on 2020

Looking back on 2020, I didn't really set formal goals. I did try to start with 12-week annual goals, but the format didn't work for me. By the first month I lost track of why I was even tackling a goal. One of the major themes going into 2021 was:

  • Successfully move to NYC
  • Get a promotion and build a team at work
  • Hit X net worth
  • Do the splits

These are comical looking back on them. Not only are they not very meaningful goals moving into 2020, but they weren't very bold.

I did move to NYC in December 2019. But much of my time in 2020 was spent on settling in, making my apartment a home, and finding some communities to tap into. This was mostly achieved until COVID truly derailed any plans of making NYC a real move. If I could go back I would have some things differently, but it's hard to really know when you're so new to a place.

Things at work progressed well. All of the work I had put into the role had paid off with a new title and a purview to hire two new roles. However, when the economy went into free fall, both of these roles were put on hold. Much like my move to NYC, my work also fell into a frozen state. All we could do was hold up.

All throughout this and despite the drop in the stock market, I ended up hitting my net worth goal. While many years of saving and investing had paid off, and I felt a small moment of celebration, I don't feel much different.

What's really interesting is compound growth. What took 3 years to hit a certain amount just took 3 months, though I was lucky with the market and being able to save while living with family. Charlie Munger said just grind until 100k, and after that you can left off the peddle a bit.

Aside from these goals, the best of the year came from the unexpected. Through COVID I was able to spend more time with family in three months than I had in 3 years. I worked and lived with friends in Pittsburgh and actually traveled a good bit this summer to visit friends. It really dawned on me the value of taking great trips with friends and cultivating friendships with people over time.

Later in the year I began putting more time into the podcast. It's a great way to stay in touch with a friend and build upon a passion for a football club that we both follow. The best part is the consistency of the podcast - Years from now, I'd love to say we cranked out this podcast every week.

Energized Me?

Most of what energized me came from visiting friends, taking trips together, and putting my effort into sports and activities. Weirdly enough I picked up golf this year. And some of the best moments were playing golf with friends outdoors in open air - frustrating as the game was. I really enjoyed the group dinners, game nights, back patio hangouts during week. The best parts of the week were seeing people often, including my family in the house. My aim is to emulate this in NYC the best I can, as I can easily work late and de-prioritize community and friends.

  • Playing golf or doing some athletic activity
  • Backyard cookouts and grilling
  • Playing with the kids outside
  • Playing board games with the family and friends
  • Pickleball games backyard with Sam
  • Trip to Nemacolin resort with friends
  • Phoenix house and golfing - one of the best sunsets I've ever seen

All of these are outside activities that are with friends, have some sport or activity or game involved. It's so surprising given how competitive I am that I haven't aimed to include fun sporting activities - tennis, golf, pickup basketball, more into my routine. Soccer has always been priority and while I still plan to play, these more social and communal games are more fun. I've also learned that I get far less pleasure from meeting people "over drinks" versus planning an activity.

Another lesson this year is working in real life - getting offline and forgetting about work or side hustles or whatever and just do a puzzle, do arts and crafts with my niece or some other craft. My brother and I built a bed and it not only did I learn a lot but it was therapeutic. I truly used to think things like this are a waste of time, especially festive activities like baking cookies, making eggnog, cooking meals, but they make life worth living.

Lastly, creating online makes me feel really great. Doing the podcast, thinking of tweets, shooting silly videos for instagram all require me to be creative and connect with others. I found that the days I didn't create something didn't feel "complete" - during these days I just moved things around and reacted. To create is to feel most alive.


Anxiety was a big theme this year, as I'm sure it was with most people. But what I learned is it was always brought on with alcohol. Lack of sleep due to alcohol always made it worse. So I've learned that some moderation or abstinence is needed. I just feel healthier when I don't drink. And over the long-term, alcohol erodes your health, your finances, heart health, organ health. It's toxic.

With that said, I love to drink beers with friends, wine with dinner, and whiskeys with my brother. I'm realistic to know that it won't go away. But moderation is key and finding outlets to minimize casual drinking is important.  I also don't really need to drink by myself, which is a filler for boredom or loneliness.

Another is internet. "Doomscrolling" on social media or the news. A big contributor to my anxiety and feeling like crap overall was phone usage via twitter or the news. Zoom calls quickly became draining. It impacts my sleep and makes me more passive. This year I want to create more online versus consume.

How did I grow?

Travel is a big area that comes to mind. Before 2020 I was planning all sorts of trips - overseas, a solo travel trip, domestic trips to new places. But this year my favorite travel (only travel) was more for what I was doing versus where I was going.

Going to Paris and passively walking and sitting in cafes feels less appealing to me. If I do travel I want to pursue it as a traveler, not a tourist.  But more so, a house full of friends going on a hike or a group of buddies trying a special golf course is more important. In 2020 I'll plan all my trips like this with the exception of maybe one solo trip, since I've never done it.

Another lesson is acting in haste. Procrastinating has long been a problem of mine. I'm indecisive. This year it dawned on my how massively important this is. Pull the trigger and move forward. Life compounds by the proportion of the movement you make. The key insight is this:  not making a decision  is not "keeping options open". It actually is a choice of a path that keeps doors closed. You are on the sidelines. The path is the sidelines. This year I pulled the trigger on buying Bitcoin, getting Lasik, signing a sublet in NYC on the spot, I got a new apartment I really love very quickly - life compounds by the choices we make.

How Could I Have Been Better

One area that I'm consistently struggling is being on time. While I am better at not losing things, I can get better at showing up to meetings on-time. Being on time is a show of respect. Showing up consistently two minutes late is disrespectful.

I could create consistently. I started creating a weekly roundup and tweeting more often, but I'm not consistent. I struggle with routine deliverables. So I either need to move in projects or come up with systems to prevent me from ever missing an email.

Getting up early is another theme. I'm a hopeless night owl and I feel I'm beginning to miss out on productivity and a great morning routine by not waking up early. I feel better when I'm up early. I want to make strides in this area.

Connecting more. I've really tried to be more responsive with friends and family over the past year. I used to be the guy that was hard to get in touch with. But I could be more proactive in how I reach out to others.


One big realization this year was that my life wasn't so different post lockdown than before. The major difference is that I couldn't go to bars or other nightlife spots. Lockdown forced me to avoid (painfully) the negative habits in life. Moving to NYC, it made me realize that I had too many casual relationships and not enough close friends.

I also learned that where there are constraints and pain there is growth. I maybe learned more about myself this year than any other year. Through the isolation, living with family, getting rid of my NYC apartment, going fully remote, I had time to reflect.

Also, I am not very in touch with how I'm feeling mentally. I'd often feel like total crap during the day and only have a faint idea to dig deeper and find the root cause. This year I learned how to do this - have I exercised, seen others, been outside, removed stressors?

Being single for the first time in awhile, I learned that I was outsourcing my social life and decision making. This really stunted my growth and I realized I needed to create a vision for my life, make decisions quickly, and drive towards the relationships and outcomes I want.

Lastly, I understood the power of risk and probabilities. As COVID grew around the world, I didn't consider the probability it would continue to spread. It's not a black and white outcome. I should have considered the probability of it spreading to New York and given the risk, plan ahead.

How can I adopt this mindset to other areas of life? How can this be applied to investing and habits?

2020 Outcomes

Like I said before, much of this year happened without setting concrete goals. So while I progressed well in my job, I didn't "achieve" anything. Yes, I saved more and reached my net worth goal, grew my team at work, but I need to aim higher in 2021.

Start, Stop, Continue

Nat Eliason added this to his annual goals and I think it's a great exercise for this. I do it at work so it makes sense to do it personally.


Dedicated Meeting Days


Morning "Walks" or getting outside

Social Life


Being so hard on myself

Getting in my head

Drinking as much

Doomscrolling & Phone Use

Being Late

Being Indecisive


Creating & Writing



Buying Bitcoin

Going Offline

What Do I Want?

This section categorizes areas of your life and has you rank them in priority. This is a really great exercise because it forces you to think about your focus for the year. You can have anything you want, but you can't have everything you want. Here's how I ranked them:

  1. Physical
  2. Mental
  3. Family
  4. Relationships
  5. Work
  6. Finances
  7. Creativity
  8. Fun
  9. Travel

Physical & Mental

Overall I am continuing to put my mind on creating a side business this year. But after 2020, I realize I cannot put this above my physical and mental states. What is the point of making extra money or growing a business if I feel like crap, my back hurts, with lack of sleep, and feeling anxious? It's just not a way to live. So I will put strict routines and habits in place to prioritize my health over work, finances, and yes, even family.


I spent more time with family this year than the last 5 years. How incredibly fortunate I am to spend with my niece and nephew? Also, my parents are getting older. I want to spend more time with them as they move into retirement and start the next chapter of their lives. I don't want to see my family once every 6 months. Also, this year we had some toxicity and challenges we faced together as family - it made me realize just how vital, precious, and even fragile family is.


In 2020, I realized just how much life is better with a strong community. I learned this through my co-op and co-living experiments. I want to cultivate this in New York. I want to have a strong network of good friends that I can see often and make that a part of my life. This means boundaries around work, making physical exercise communal, and getting offline. It's nice that all these things start to intertwine.


I'm putting this ahead of travel and fun. Travel just isn't an important factor for me this year. And although I hit my savings goals and had a nice bump from Bitcoin, I feel I am still about 1 year away from moving this down the list. I'm also putting it ahead of Work. Why? Because making money from my 9-5 is still more important than quitting and focusing on just what I want to work on. If you can't quit your job, then I believe you are putting finances above work. For most, they only make this switch when they retire or just have incredible jobs they'd do it for free, which is rare.

Another good way to view this is, "am I okay with my net worth being flat or down for the year?" And right now I still want it to grow. So until I'm okay with spending on creativity, fun, travel, I'll keep it here.

So, I'm going to continue pushing towards heavy savings goal this year.  I'm in a great position being single with a good salary. The things that I want to avoid this year - drinking, fun, traveling - are the most expensive. Also, much of the work in "finances" is passive and I don't really need to actively pursue. I have no debt, no big monthly payments, so just staying the course is the plan.  But overall, I'm shifting my thoughts on how to live a rich life.


I'm putting work ahead of fun and travel. Fun and creativity are strange ones because I can have those passively as I work and create (as part of business) and invest in relationships and networking. But this year I want to continue to grow the program at Bazaarvoice, create things I'm proud of. I also want to make $1,000 in a side hustle. I've talked about this enough by now that I either do it or quit. It will force me to create, network, and I can reassess where I want to continue.

Creativity & Fun

The fun I'll have will come from healthy friendships, social sports, and spending time with family. As for creativity, I think that will come from building a $1000/month business online this year.


Surprisingly, this lower down the list. I want to invest in relationships this year. I want to take trips with great experiences and activities over just "going to Europe". I may still plan a solo trip somewhere because that will be a new experience, but I won't prioritize just visiting new places.

Final Questions

What does financial freedom look like?

I've become more convinced that financial freedom isn't achieving a magic number in your investment account and withdrawing 4% per year. That's backwards.

What will you do when you "retire"? If you don't know then you have work to do. If you do know, why not figure out a way to do that now? The goal isn't skirting obligations and responsibility but to gaining the right ones.

Financial freedom is first not stressing about money. It is allowing me to live where I want, pursue the interests I have, eating what I want and developing the habits that make a rich life.

And really, that doesn't have to cost a whole lot of money.

Spend money to make life easier?

If I am serious about making $1k/month, a modest goal, I could pursue a personal coach. It's worth the investment given the huge upside and the importance. Another is joining a tennis or some other sporting club. This will accelerate connections with others while also staying healthy.

What do I want out of work?

More on this in the next post, but I want to have a greater impact on people in my industry, my customers, and the people in my community. Currently, my impact is limited to my employer. I also want the freedom to explore and create things on topics that interest me. I have a hard time with habitual delivery. I'd like to adopt a greater intellectual challenge through creating around new topics.

What can I say no to?

All the habits I discussed above. But generally travel trips, alcohol focused activities, and any projects or ideas that come up that take me away from my primary project this year.

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